I tried an HDR today. Its 7 photos taken at different exposures and merged via HDR in photoshop, stands for high dynamic range which means everything is exposed correctly (something near impossible on film without filters, etc.)

but enough about me. I just got back from the movies, which i was planning on going to alone but ended up going with two girls from my dorm. originally friends by default, they're pretty cool so we're cool, haha (i'm so tired its rediculous).

This week's been quite a week. I can't say as i've been happy, can't say as i'm upset, but i'm not mad. I just need to be really content again, and i'm starting to think home is something i need for a little while. It just seems like the weight of the world on my shoulders. personal stuff, housing, school, the city, home, friends (and lack there of), it's just a lot on my plate emotionally i guess. We were talking about this in my Integrated Studies class kinda, concerning the book "the yellow wallpaper". This blog, journal if you will, whatever, it's like a void i have to fill. at home, i got friends, i got people to make me happy and people that i can make happy, and that is bliss in my mind. It's making me realize how much i Love my friends and everyone around me, and how i miss that. but still, i love the city. hmmmmm....conundrum.

so i've also been following my gut instinct on some stuff, and i'm trusting my gut and so far it's been good. slow, but good i suppose. I'm jsut hoping i come out of this content, with whatever's going on, i just don't want to end with many loose ends.

so i suppose i've rambled enough for tonight. Some good people are coming home, and it's almost time i pay them a visit. goodnight.