I almost got sandwhiched between a taxi and a parked bus today. that would have meant no more eric.

I've been thinking about this summer. Mostly, I've been thinking about how I don't really think about this summer, how it seems like it' sbeen blocked from my mind. Yes, I remember it all but not like I should. It's like...sitting in a room doing your homework while the TV's on in the other room. You can hear it all, but you don't fully comprehend because you're doing work and concentrating on other things. Then when someone goes "So I was watching this show", you go "I know, I know" and recite the line to them, but you couldn't summarize the plot if your life depended on it. That's how I'm feeling now.

"So don't think about tomarrow. I mean, you know, think about tomarrow. Look both ways when you're crossing the street, you gotta do that. But when you get to the other side of the street...."