Ok, here's a little bit of a more in depth update I guess, not that I'm sitting at home doing nothing for an hour and a half.

I'm back at school. Excited...no. Ready for it to be over? yes. All I want is to be home right now, with my friends. I want no access to the things that upset me, and the love of the people that surround me when I'm there. The break was amazing, and being back's been pretty decent now that I can eat solid food again after Sunday night. I don't know, it's a really confusing thing but I'm going to try to be more in controll and live a good life.

Love clothing's going extremelly well as I said before. I've started sketching for the summer line, and I'm doing some freelance work for a couple bands. I'm also working with a christian hardcore lable to sponsor one of their bands or something, just some more ways to get Love clothing out and in the community I guess. I hope to do some cool stuff this year with that, let it grow.

I've applied to UCONN, maybe to get out of the city maybe to get closer to home, maybe because I need a change, maybe because I've lost appreciation for the city, I don't know. It just felt right, and it scares me that I may not be living in boston next year. However, this city is almost to wonderful for me to live in, it's got so many distractions and amazing things that I think living out in a field sounds very tempting.

And...that's it. I have so much new good music on my iPod right now it's unbelievable. I've got a bunch of new clothes i got on sale and I threw all my old grungy ones away, and I'm trying to be good and live healthy. I've got amazing friends, a loving family, and I'm really trying to make some sort of difference in the world with what little I can do right now. That's all I can ask for, and I continue to be blessed and have a lucky life, no matter how many bumps in the road. That's my update I guess.